Mr Kinky Boots

Well it was all very fun with CB last night. I was quite worried after the letter that I sent him, it would be awkward.

It was a little. I greeted him with nothing but some black and red lace, and a smile. He was a very hot and bothered CB because of the heat out side (I’d like to say it was me.) I’ve not seen him in a while, so I was expecting him to jump me, but he didn’t. He instead decided to have a casual conversation whilst I’m standing in my underwear. I swore he did it on purpose.

Finally he took me to the bedroom, and we continued out love affair whilst we both sweated away a few pounds I’m sure.  45 minutes later, and lots of salts lost I was knackered and couldn’t continue to be fucked yoga style any longer – he couldn’t come. He’d over thought it again.

Any way when it came to pole dancing, the little so and so tried to get out of it but I wasn’t having any of it.  Rather funny to watch him squirm when the teacher told him he had to take his jeans off. And of course, I’d told him of my teacher crush, so that was a bit awkward.

I didn’t know how I felt having him there, usually that’s my space where I get all silly, and sometimes sexy but never conscious of any one watching. And of course as soon as he’s on  the pole, he was amazing. He was upside down, doing spins, superman / flag pole stances and I was utterly jealous!

You know he’s muscle bound with him being a dancer in his spare time, so it was only natural that this was another thing he’d take in his stride. And there’s me doing basic spins.  What did make me chuckle though is that he admitted to thinking that I was baby when I’d hurt myself.

And then he tried it, and he was nearly crying himself. He admired that he respected any girl for doing it. Get in! Eat that one Mr CB show off 😉

Any way I tried  my best to be sexy, but then eventually I dropped the act because at the end of the day I’m still learning, and the sexiness comes last! I did catch him watching me though I swore he was getting horny!!

At the end, we went to get some food and he admitted that he was worried because he didn’t know where to look and was worried that I’d be all territorial.  I admitted that I’m not a jealous person, and I’m secure enough in myself to let him look – hell I do!

To cut a long story short, he never told me what he was going to say in reply to my email. He simply just changed the subject and said he didn’t want to talk about it. It couldn’t have been that bad after all…

Oh and somehow I managed to rope myself into giving a public performance in a few months of the routines we’ve been learning in class. I am going to pole dance for the public?!!! I’m crazy, but it’s just so damn fun 😉

So I quit the gym and signed up to that 3 times a week.

Love,

L

Miss Kinky Boots

I’ve bee attending pole dancing lessons for 3 weeks now and I’m pretty good! If I do say so myself. I can’t believe just how sexy I feel when that pole is in my grip…

Any way, I’m taking CB with me tomorrow. Not for him to watch, but he’s going to participate. haha!

Should be fun…

The lad who goes, is always bringing stuff to dress up in and he brought these amazing paint and leather boots in. Naturally I had to try them on… what do you think?

 

 

From a practical point of view, they great for holding ones self up on the cold piece of metal…

Love,

L

Got out on the wrong side this week…

Been in a very twitchy and awkward mood this week after the weekend. Biting everyone’s heads off so I’ve stayed in most of the time to avoid offending people.

Although had a nice day yesterday with a friend as we sat in the nearby park talking about boys, books, and friends. It was an uncomplicated day finished off by getting a 9inch pizza (one for each of us) and finishing it off on a bench whilst we watched the pigeons go by. It was a good day.

Today was a different story, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and can’t you tell. CB was due round for some afternoon delight yet I turned him down, told him I was ill and needed sleep.  He seemed OK about it and suggested he played DR… Those kind of fantasies never really work in real life. Because what they forget to leave out is the patient who’s not showered for days..

I politely declined. I got a phone call later this evening off him. It was an awkward conversation for about half of it because I could sense he had something on his mind… the he went and dropped in the letter. Apparently he’s got it. Dun Dun Durr..

So when I asked him his thoughts, he politely turn down my question and said he’d like to say his bit to me in person. Instantly, I crapped myself (not literally). I couldn’t think of a more uncomfortable situation than that!!!

All wasn’t bad – he said it was a nice letter. So that has to be something. It’s very easy when the shoes on my foot but now it’s not, I’m dreading his speech.

Any way, I’m off pole lessons Friday so I’m going to take all my frustrations out  on that.  Who thought I’d get such pleasure off a giant cold pole? lol.

Love,

L