Gosh, it’s Friday and I’m very glad!
It’s been a very busy working week that’s involved lots of public speaking, representing myself and trying to make good impressions. You should know I detest public speaking, and talking to strangers – the thought makes me physically sick! But I’m glad to report, it was so bad… I made some useful contacts this week. It’s all pushing yourself out of your comfort zone even when you do loose breath mid sentence, and the entire rooms look at you as though you’re in need of an inhaler.
Any way, It’s been a whole 3 weeks since I’ve gotten my end away and I’ve resorted to desperate measures : PORN. It’s not all bad, I’m rather impressed with how much effort goes in the whole act. I wish real sex was like that . . .
I’d not seen or heard of CB for the duration of the 3 weeks well apart from a few texts, but that doesn’t count. I think it’s our schedule that’s prevented us getting it on. Rather depressing! Although with a call in the week asking me if I was free the weekend was a sure sign I was getting ‘some. It was this morning I realised the extent of how much I’m going to be getting, or supposedly (we know how that turned out last time.) His voice said . . Bring your camera, and your toys. I’ve some to add to yours – see you at 5… I went weak at the knees! Could it be finally that CB is going to show his more dominant side.. I’ve been waiting for many moons! He may of also mentioned something about me being his sex slave, but I can’t quite remember – I was too busy trying to concentrate on holding the phone.
Gosh, it sounds desperate ! Do I really sex to function? Probably, Yes, Yes, Yes!
And then last night JF text to ask what I was doing the weekend. I didn’t text back. I’ve decided that although I’m not exclusive to CB; JF is not a patch on him and I wouldn’t want to do anything to upset the balance. JF is only interested because it’s a challenge for him – he’s a bit too childish for my liking. This time, on my better judgement – I’m going to pass.
SO, I bid you a lovely evening and weekend!
Love.
L
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