It’s been a while since my last blog. because MY it’s been busy!
I’ve been spending a lot of time with CB and family, they’ve taken a liking to having me around which is nice, I love the family environment. I’ve been doing lots of baking, and today I made cheese scones of all different types – yummy! Not forgetting banana and walnut loaf, and apple and peach and walnut loaf. I’ve turned rather domesticated lately (watch out Nigella 
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I’ve also been learning to drive, it’s been a while… I’ve had one minor crash, into the shed but apart from that I’m doing pretty well. I’m planning to take my test over the summer, and be passed and driving for the Winter! Living in the countryside has really made me question whether I want to walk everywhere and the answer is not all the time. So driving has to be done…
The love life has been rather interesting to say the least. I had a date with JF the other night, and I know you’re asking, and the answer is yes we did kiss. Lots and lots. Oh gosh, his lips. so… soft and hard to say no to – I’m rather ashamed to say. I did think about CB the whole time, but it felt so good I couldn’t say no…
CB and I have been cozy as ever, although there have been a few uncomfortable moments lately. For instance today when we woke up, he asked whether my friends knew about us, and when I said no, he looked hurt. What was he expecting ? But he’s doing his caveman act a lot lately. For instance, he got pissed off because his uncle is teaching me to drive, and I don’t want CB to (for obvious reasons) also he keeps making a point of how I belong to him and no one else. Also what really pissed me off is that I found out he’s been looking at some of my work on the internet (my job is rather high profile) and I asked him many months ago not to have a look, because I get quite embarrassed easily, an it’s a privacy thing – don’t you think? Still it’s nice he’s taking an interest I guess…
I do feel a little guilty at having relations with JF especially when I blatantly lied to JF about not seeing or fucking anyone. I know me and JF will never really work, he’s a huge snob and we have different values but so do me and CB. I simply find it hard to say no…
Sorry I’m rambling, just has to get it off my chest. But, I’m feeling happy at the moment. I’ve a lot of good people around me and I’m learning new things as well as living life – so all is good.
All I have to do now, is stay in until, my love bites off CB have gone…
Any way I hope you’re all good my lovelies ???
Love,
L
hello stranger, good to have you back! It’s good to hear there was a date with JF and a little smoochy action. You know i’ve said he sounds like a better bet! but at least you know now that maybe he isnt the right guy and things seem to be looking up with CB. Ok, he has his moments but he really likes you, and he’s winning me round too
Glad to hear you’re happy – that’s the most important thing x
How fun for you to have all sorts of prospects and friends around. I wonder what the boys would say if you were actually honest with them and told them that you’re dating a couple of people right now. Just a hunch, but I bet they would be okay with it and appreciate your honesty (instinctively–they probably already know).