5 amazing days...

It started off on Saturday with a meal in a little country pub by a river with my family and CB’s. It was nice that we were all together again. And it was a nice mood changer actually from Xmas – I was a bit of humbug. In fact I was a total humbug. A combination of financial worries and family problems is enough to get even the most positive person a little grumpy.  So yes meal was good, CB was as affectionate  as ever. It was quite funny to watch him act like a peacock as apparently I was getting some male attention : I’m always the last to know…

So CB kidnapped me and took me back to his. Was this my night for kinky time? Not exactly, but it did turn out him offering to be my slave…. Hmmm. And I got chance to wear my new lingerie – a present off him for Xmas. He did very well actually - jewellery  lingerie and stockings. His card was some food for thought too it read ” To my darlin’ L, have an amazing Christmas, lots of love xxx”. I’ve got cards off ‘friends’ before and they’ve never gone as far as lots of love…

Any way… At first I was a little disappointed because I REALLY WANTED the baby oil and rope session!!! However after  watching him do his handy work on my ahem soft parts, I was more inclined to agree that this slave thing was a good idea after all. I guess this was a chance to get to know my body a little bit more. So that evening I taught him how to get my G-spot, how hard I like to be  bitten and spanked etc. Overall it was an enlightening evening… for him any way We then spent the remainder of 4 hours eating cheese whilst sitting on the floor in front of the fire discussing business.

New Year was even better. There was 15 of us all, we all cooked a huge feast, had lots of champagne and a big party out in the farmers fields with fire works. I found it very romantic watching the fire works with CB, we had a  blanket wrapped around us with a glass of champs gazing into the starry sky.  The highlight though was sneaking to the bathroom whilst everyone chatted in the kitchen – not to mention sneaking away to the dining room. I’ll never see that table in the same light again, oh and then there was the parents bedroom. Only because the brothers were asleep in the living room, and we were just in the middle of ‘it’ when someone started to walk up the stairs…

Any way I’m sure you don’t want to know all about this, but I have to say I got a little freaked out at midnight, when me and CB exchanged kisses – there was something different about his kisses, they were more soft, more caring… more emotional perhaps? Maybe I’m just reading too much into it, we did have a lot of champs. Hmm. But I found myself wanting to snuggle up to him closer, and I even woke up to him gazing at me, the stirring at me intensely in the morning just made me even more conscious (note to men: don’t stare when her mascara is sliding half way down her face!) 

Any how I stayed a few extra days, because I didn’t want the party and festive feeling to end. Part of me loved waking and going to bed with CB (and I’m not even that way inclined usually) At this point I usually will put some space between us to prevent this infatuation any further however he’s asked to come see me tomorrow – and I couldn’t say no. Am I silly ?

Getting back to my phone was interesting however, I discovered a text from JF and my old fuck buddy. JF wished me happy birthday and did I fancy hot chocolate and my old fuck buddy proclaimed that he’s taking me on a dirty weekend away…

Well seems as though the New Year started with a…. BANG (sorry , but  pun intended in every way)

Oh and p.s – my mother and CB’s brother decided to get it on over New Year and I’m finding it a bit difficult to digest. Partly because he’s 21 (younger than me) but mainly because he’s one of my good, good friends, and I know more about his sex life than I should and to think he’s getting in on with my Mother…

HMM will keep you updated.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love

L

P.P.S What’s your new years resolution ?