A bit of let down. I know, not what you wanted to hear. First off my friends couldn’t come Xmas eve because they got back from shopping too late, which meant I couldn’t give them their gifts. And considering I’d ran around like a headless chicken for wrapping paper the night before – I was a little annoyed. Secondly, CB didn’t bother even popping in like he said he would – he had car problems. And thirdly I ended up having an argument with my flat mate which carried over on to boxing day. Turns out I didn’t get nearly enough food in, and my electric metre was very low. Which meant I slept for most of it, all watched films – hungry and cold.
Result = grumpy L.
JF kept me company though, texting me quite abit, and sent me a text Xmas eve saying ‘ All I want for Christmas is you’. I know bit cheesy right? But still it made me smile. He then told me that he liked me and for his Christmas present he wanted to kiss me. Of course I should have probably not lead him on, and was feeling quite lonely from the Christmas antics that I told him that I wanted to kiss him on our outing the other night. It wasn’t a lie, I did. But probably not as much as he wanted to me.
Instead of swooning over JF and the promise of his lips, I Obsessed over why CB had not been around to see me at all. He promised that he was going to make up for lost time, and sent me 1 or 2 texts over Xmas to tell me how much he was looking forward to ravishing me. Just get on with it already! He’s not scoring high in the fuck buddy category at the moment. I know whoever is reading this, and past accounts of CB – you’re probably not going to like him even more now.
Still, I’m off for a meal with him and family on Sunday, and I supposed to be spending New Year with them all. It was me who had to text him this evening to remind him of his duties. He gave me some reply about sneaking away from the dinner table. Hmm sex in the bathroom, do people really do that? Isn’t a bit skanky?! I don’t know.
Any way this was just a rant, and I couldn’t sleep, and wanted to get it off my chest. No sex, and not a lot of food makes for a cranky L.
Well, I hope you had a better Xmas than me?